It has been two and a half months since the last time I have penned a post here. It has been rough time coming back to writing and posting things after my break-up. To be honest not a day that goes by where my heart is not longing for my ex-bf. To be with him … Continue reading Feeling lost. Find me.
Ever since my break-up this past weekend, my optimistic self is somehow faced with very depressing thoughts. I would not say like I would end my life, but it just feels that way. God is putting me on silence and I'm more heart broken about it too. My motivation to wake up and to see … Continue reading I don’t know.
Today, I have finalized my move out of my apartment. It has been a process these past few days, and I’m glad to be done with it. Thank, God. I am glad that I have not accumulated so many things during my one year of stay in that apartment, if I did—it would have taken … Continue reading Moving on and I’m feeling lucky
I feel blessed, re-energized after this weekend’s trip in Austin. Ever since I came back from my Europe trip earlier this month—I felt low and unmotivated to go back to work. Or do anything productive. Or just the whole idea of adult-ing. Once you get used to the vacation feeling, it is extra hard to … Continue reading What I think of Lake Travis
I have been going through a rough time lately. My motivation to do something fun and productive is long gone after my cancelled class/program this month due to my work schedule conflict with one of my class for my master’s program. This bruised my heart—slightly. I was disappointed that my work could not move my … Continue reading Be the change.
I continued to read this book, The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People, and let me tell you, I am only at page 67 and I have already seen a weird transformation in me. I urge you to read this book. It is worth your time! For those, who have known me for years know … Continue reading Reading a book, rekindled my passion.
I am no stranger to thinking self-defeating thoughts to lower my self-value and self-esteem. Lately, ever since I chanced upon my boyfriend’s ex-girlfriend last week on a concert that we all attended by chance—I have felt really low of myself—overthinking, feeling of sadness and helplessness took over. I was helpless? I blamed her presence to … Continue reading Raw and self-sabotaging thoughts